Personal Mythology


I tend towards being nat­u­rally ver­bose. I’m a chatty Kathy. I’m almost always will­ing to talk about what­ever you wanna throw at me, but some­times I find myself repet­i­tively telling the same sto­ries, to new friends, to old friends (in excess?). I used to just blow them off as being silly tid­bits of nos­tal­gia, but I’ve been exam­in­ing that view recently.
Some­times they’re triv­ial sto­ries, like how my bas­set hound got annoyed with my grandma’s chi­huahua that one time, so he pro­ceeded to lift up his leg & pee on him. Some­times they define us, like the time I climbed that pyra­mid or the first time I ever took acid.
The sto­ries, no mat­ter how much or how lit­tle they say about our lives, are our own per­sonal col­lec­tion of mythol­ogy. Drip­ping in arche­types & pat­terns they are made of the same stuff as dreams & cul­tural myths. Those moments we repeat inces­santly can become tools for free­dom when we look for the ques­tions & pat­terns in them.
Why do I tell this? Who am I telling this to? What do I want them to know about me? What impression/projection am I try­ing to con­vey? How does this story com­pare to my dreams? To soci­ety? To ancient myth?
How do our sto­ries define us? How do they limit us or keep us stuck in the past, or how can they free us?

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